Paul Artale leading on a table

Do I want to be recognized? Reflections on my experience with (Dis)Ability and working in Higher Education

My name is Paul. I was born missing fingers and have funny arms. I am ok with it. There really isn’t much that I can’t do and I have learned to adapt.

People who looked at me probably thought I could never play college football but yeah…I did that. I even coached it for a while. I loved my time working in athletics and although I looked different, I never felt out of place or discriminated against. I was just Paul Artale, football guy, and keeping teams from scoring on us was the most important thing in the world. I bring up football because being an athlete (and the lessons learned from it) are still very prominent pieces of my identity.

Disability is a complex and nuanced identity. Disability is not a primary, or even secondary identity for many people with a disability. My athletic identity, ethnicity, and nationality (Canadian) are far more prevalent in my life. On a good day, it is something I don’t think about much about. On a rare bad day it is something that I repress. Disability is often left out of discussions about diversity, equity, and inclusion (DEI) because individuals with disabilities frequently do not prioritize their disability identity, or leave it completely out of conversations because it is a secondary or tertiary identity. Another reason is that disability is often perceived as a medical condition; a person has a condition, they adapt, they persist, and they almost forget they had a disability in the first place.

Paul Football
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Viewing disability identity through a social lens complicates things further. Society as a whole is not comfortable talking about issues around ability on a meaningful level. The subject is a bit taboo and as a result an individual with a disability may not always feel that wearing the disability hat is in their best interest. One doesn’t want to be tokenized, or thought of as less than, so you hide the disability, don’t mention the identity, and in doing so hope it is overlooked. This is the reason when I am job searching I love phone interviews, and dread in-person ones. On the phone, I am like everybody else; in person I have to worry about being discounted the moment I extend my hand to say hello. Sometimes I tell myself, “this institution prides itself on diversity in the workforce.” But do those interviewing me see ability as part of the diversity puzzle? I am not so sure.

What do I mean?

Ironically, the problem emerged when higher education institutions started to pay more attention to DEI issues. When DEI emerged as a priority, the exclusion of ability as an identity made me feel isolated and less welcome than one might expect.Consider for a moment a hiring committee that is very focused on bringing in a diverse applicant pool. What if, while looking at materials the committee chair says, “We want to bring a diverse pool to campus of underrepresented applicants. So let’s make sure we have diversity in terms of gender and race/ethnicity.” Two things a committee member with a disability might be thinking are: 1) are those with disabilities not underrepresented? and 2) what are the pros/cons of me speaking up and making a point?
The struggle to speak up is not just rooted in fear of association, labelling, etc. It is also rooted in knowing that many are uncomfortable or not knowledgeable enough about disability to properly react.

Let me share a personal experience.

At the beginning of my doctoral program, during my search for external scholarships. I came across a scholarship from a major national educational organization advertising scholarships for members of traditionally underrepresented groups. I read the scholarship description, but while it mentioned racial, ethnic, and socioeconomic identities, ability was not specifically mentioned. However, the criteria still seemed vague, so I emailed the committee. Two days later I received a reply that confirmed that ability was not a qualifying criteria; however, the response also noted that if I had a racial or ethnic identity in the minority that my disability would make my application “very competitive” which in my mind translated to: disability didn’t count unless it was a free add on bonus

As a student affairs practitioner, frustration surfaces in unexpected places:

  • Being told my department has absolutely no diversity (I flailed my arms around to remind people, but I guess it didn’t work).
  • When DEI programs about disability are dealing with ADA compliance, and not identity, nor the myriad of disabilities (visible and invisible) that our students possess.
  • Working on campuses that programming heavily for heritage months but ignore Disability Awareness Month.
  • Not hearing ability mentioned in discussions of marginalized groups.
  • Presenting a workshop on navigating disability identity in the workplace to colleagues with disabilities and getting collective agreement when you mention how often ability is left out of many DEI initiatives. It’s bittersweet. On one hand you are glad to find common experience with colleagues; on the other hand, you almost hope that your experience is unique, because being unique in this case means others aren’t struggling with this issue.

Up until a year ago I was hesitant to mention anything about ability in a meeting or to do any work that directly deals with this topic. It was at a meeting where a new scholarship policy was announced that I felt was not fair to students with disabilities that I finally opened my mouth. In that moment I realized that my silence helped nobody. This is why I have now embraced being on a few diversity committees, working in a new job that has some disability related work, and even doing workshops on disability identity for campuses and organizations.By now you may be asking “What can I do to improve the situation on my campus?”

I am offering eight easy strategies and some resources to get you started. They are:

1. If you are involved in making curriculum decisions for, or teach courses addressing DEI, ensure disability is covered.

2. Attend trainings on disability related matters and/or cover disability related in staff trainings. Improve your practice and knowledge by making the discussion on disability part of core expectations. To do this:

a. Ensure trainings shift focus between spheres such as identity, physical disability, and invisible disabilities.

b. Share the information gained from these trainings with your student leaders, incorporate it into diversity and inclusion trainings, and infuse it into student staff trainings (resident assistants, orientation leaders, Rho Gamma etc).

3. Understand that disability is not just a medical condition requiring Individual Education Plans (IEPs), formal diagnosis, accommodations and modifications; it is an identity that contributes to the diversity of your institution.

4. If you are forming committees made up of “diverse” membership, then make it a point to ensure a voice (or two or three) is present to represent the viewpoints of people with disabilities.

5. Hire speakers who are disabled and identify with it, whether they speak on disability or not.

6. If you don’t have much experience working with people with disabilities, engage with them.

7. Create robust programming around Disability Awareness Month. Don’t rely on the fine folks in Disability Services to do all this work alone.

8. Reflect on your own practice. How inclusive have you been on this topic? What are your biases, assumptions, and conceptions What can you do to affect positive change around this topic?

The higher education landscape still has a long way to go in creating a more inclusive environment for those with disabilities. As a field, we still view it from a largely medical and legal perspective, but disability as an identity and as a social construct is complex and warrants more attention. The good news is that the field of higher education is filled with great people who are committed to change and who have inspired me to speak up, get involved, and work towards a more inclusive practice.

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Dr. Paul Artale is a motivational speaker, researcher, and author who works with organizations who want to create disability inclusive cultures. A former student affairs administrator, Dr. Artale’s research focuses on how student affairs can retain top talent.

For more information visit http://www.paulartale.com

#studentaffairs #disability #sachats #disabilityinclusion

Resources

Artale, Paul. Disability awareness: Disability Identity at Work. Video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8FkkzI_INto

Bruyere, S. M.; Erickson, W. A.; Ferrentino, J. T. (2003). Identity and disability in the workplace. William and Mary Law Review 44(3), 1173-1196.

Centers for Disease Control and Prevention. Common Barriers to Participation Experienced by People with Disabilities. https://www.cdc.gov/ncbddd/disabilityandhealth/disability-barriers.html

Department of Labor. National Disability Employment Awareness Month 2017. https://www.dol.gov/odep/topics/ndeam/

Seale, J. K. (2013). E-learning and disability in higher education: accessibility research and practice. Routledge.

Wendell, S. (1996). The rejected body: Feminist philosophical reflections on disability. Psychology Press. * particularly Chapter 2. The Social Construction of Disability.

Suggested Citation

Artale P. (2017,October 5). Do I want to be recognized? Reflections on my experience with (Dis)Ability and working in Higher Education Retrieved from https://ascnhighered.org/ASCN/posts/188961.html

two hands with 3 fingers on each of them holding a football

Reflections of a “Disabled” College Athlete

Athletics has always been in my blood.  From the first time I watched Hulk Hogan bodyslam Andre the Giant to watching the San Francisco 49ers dominate the NFL during the 80‘s, I knew I wanted to compete on the biggest scale possible.  On the surface, this was an unrealistic goal.  I was missing fingers and had shortened forearms, who was I to compete with “able-bodied” athletes in anything other than soccer?  I remember my surgeon trying to push me to compete in the Special Olympics as a swimmer but my fear of the deep end quickly killed that dream.

Someone born into my situation tends to fall into a weird No Mans Land at times.  My “disability” allows me to function in society without any serious need for accommodation but some things can be tougher for me than say those five fingered folks out there.  I always felt like I was not “disabled” enough to compete in things like the Special Olympics or amputee sports but different enough that playing against the “able bodied” in many sports was challenging.   As a result I spent much of my childhood with no involvement in formal athletics.  It would have stayed that way until I turned on the tv and saw a one-handed pitcher on the California Angels by the name of Jim Abbott.  He was awesome.  I remember buying his biography through the school book club and reading it several times.  I posted his pictures in my locker; a tradition that exists in some form today.  If Jim could do it, I could do it and that’s all that I needed to persist.

Choosing to play football was especially challenging for me but I loved every minute of it.  I was the victim of many snide remarks from people I thought were my friends but by then I had grown pretty tough skin.  I was cut from the team in my senior year of high school but found myself playing for the University of Toronto six years later.  It was a road filled with bumps and challenges.  From the men’s league coach who was resistant to me playing because this wasn’t the “Special Olympics” to mangling my elbow during training camp to former best friends telling some nasty jokes about me playing football.   It was tough but I am stronger for having gone through it.  It really was  the most surreal experience of my life and taught me a lot about myself and the people around me.  The life lessons I learned during my journey in football were priceless and I spend much of my free time promoting those lessons to anybody who will listen.   So on that note, here are some random reflections and pieces of advice.

Lesson #1: This is specifically to the “disabled” athletes out there.  Compete at the highest level you can.  Don’t let people tell you to settle for less or play sports that would be “easier” for you to do.

Follow your heart and go after it.   You know your limitations and capabilities more than anyone else.  Pardon the cliche but: go for the gold.

Lesson #2:  Faith is such a huge part of this whole process.  Faith in yourself.  Faith in the journey.  Faith that it will all work out; and trust me it does.

Lesson #3: Naysayers will be naysayers so don’t listen to them.  There are certain people out there who will try to bring you down for simply trying to do something you love.  Ignore them.  They will only get in the way of success.  Also, don’t try and please them because they can’t be pleased.  Nothing you can do will silence their criticism so it is best to cut them from your life.

Lesson #4: Don’t let your critics take your pride.   A few years ago I competed in my first karate tournament just for the fun of it.   As I was prepping for my next match I overheard my first opponent saying to another competitor that he felt sorry for me and went too easy.  His tune changed later that day when I took the gold medal in sparring.   If I believed the naysayers and all the other critics out there my accomplishments would have been because people felt sorry for me.  I would have never earned it.  I was just a mascot.  That’s a load of you know what.   Be proud of what you accomplish and know that you ACCOMPLISHED it.  Nothing on that field, rink, or ring is ever given to you so don’t let people tell you otherwise.

Lesson #5:   This one may reflect my own personal bias more than anything else but I think it is important to note this.  This may be useful for some of the student-affairs administrators out there as well.  A “disabled” student athlete is often going to identify as an athlete first and disabled second.   Athletic identity often supercedes other identities in college athletes and those with “disabilities” are no different. For me personally, “disability” probably ranks fifth on my identity chart behind being an athlete,  Italian, Canadian, a member of a fraternity, and then as someone who was born looking different than the rest.   Just be aware of that in your dealings and in some of the assumptions you may make.

These days my athletic exploits are limited to my Playstation and the occasional karate tournament.  I recount my football and disability journey in several forms to different crowds.  If I had to boil all my talks down to one simple lesson it would be this: disability is a state of mind and not a diagnosis.  The biggest obstacle to our success is our attitude and the way we react to adversity.   I always put the word disability in quotation marks when referring to myself or others.  It’s just a word and like many things in life, that word only has as much power and influence  over our own lives as we allow it to.

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Dr. Paul Artale is a motivational speaker who shares his story of overcoming disability to play college football as a way of teaching organizations to break through their challenges. For more information visit http://www.paulartale.com

#disability #athletics #football #athlete #studentathlete

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Life Lessons from Karate Forms

I have studied martial arts off and on since my childhood.   There have been breaks in between as my life has taken me all over North America.   I have been out of formal training for a year now since my doctoral and work schedules made it extremely difficult to train on any sort of formal basis.  Over the past few weeks I have decided to resume my training.  For the time being I am doing this on my own but it looks like *knock on wood* that I will have the time to enroll with the karate club at Michigan State University. I want to start competing again so this is key for me.

This past week I decided to work off the rust on my katas.  A brief description of kata provided at the end of this blog.  Scroll all the way down right now if you need to.  Anyways, I was amazed at how I retained so much of and after a few sessions I had progressed through 9 of the 15 katas I need to know for my black belt.  I was feeling great until I got to kanku dai.  Kanku dai is a bit of a different type of form.  It involves going down to the ground, jump kicks, and some move sets that are a little different.  It is challenging but not overly difficult.  For some reason though, I couldn’t get it right to save my life.  I looked at various youtube videos and a visual map of the kata but it just wasn’t coming.  It was as if I had never learned that form at all.  Rather than give up, however, I decided to keep working at it.  I put practicing everything else on hold: this week kanku dai was my sole objective.

Progress seemed painfully slow since I decided to relearn the form one move at a time.  I would see what step or move one was and practice it.  When I felt I was ready I moved on to the next step or move.  From there I would go back and practice the first move, the second move, and then go on to learning the third.  Once I was confident in that I would go back to the start and do moves one, two, and three before learning move four.  I think you get the idea of how I went about this.  I am not the most patient person at times so learning it this way drove me crazy.  I kept at it.  I practiced during odd times in the day, in the elevator at work (I can perform kata anywhere), and added extra repetitions to my workout at home.

The whole process has reminded me how important it is to break things down into manageable steps.  That is the best and most realistic way of achieving our goals.  Sure some people attain instant success but those cases are not the norm by any means.  I am reminded of a college friend of mine who always talked about wanting to become a musician.  Let’s call him Gary.  He worked very hard at writing his own songs and even taught himself to play guitar decently in a short period of time.  He was off to a great start but that’s where his progress ended.  Gary loved his music but did not want to get a band together or play at small bars, fairs, birthday parties, etc.  He did not want to tour.  Occasionally he would sing at a karaoke night (as a patron of the bar not as formal entertainment FYI) but other than that he never had the chance to sharpen his skills.  He scraped together some money to cut a few demos and was hoping to shop the demo around to the record labels.  Gary’s plan was to sit back and let the agencies come to him, offer him a developmental deal, and live life as a musician without the struggles that most artists go through before they make it big (if they make it big).  Needless to say the record companies never found him and the last I heard his music dreams did not go far.  It is a shame because he had a nice voice and great charisma.

Pursuing instant gratification usually leads to dissatisfaction. Success if built on a bed of effort, sacrifice, and constant improvement.  A little luck or a few connections here and there does not hurt either.  It is a harder road that can test your patience but in the end you are better for having taken it.

Breaking it down is not enough though.  We have to celebrate our small victories along the way.  When I finished the first 25% of the kata on my own and fairly strongly, I gave myself a pat on the back.  I no longer had to worry about getting that part right and I could now focus on the next part of the form.  As I “mastered” the beginning of kanku dai I increased my expectations.  I knew the moves by heart, therefore I expected myself to do them stronger and faster than before.  When I became familiar with the first half of the kata I did the same thing.  We have consistently  to raise the bar during our journey.  Celebrate the small victories but don’t rest on your laurels.  Push yourself to the max, eat your greens and don’t do drugs,  I think I just overdosed on cliches!

I think one cliche sums up my point best: divide and conquer.   Trying to do it all can just be too overwhelming and not produce quality  results.  Breaking it down means better mastery and in the long run that translates into a lifetime of success.  Now if you’ll excuse me, I have get back to kanku dai.  It’s far from perfect but I am getting better…one move at a time.

*Dr. Paul Artale is a motivational, speaker, author, and coach who helps people and organizations break through challenges and achieve to performance. For more information visit http://www.paulartale.com

#motivation #motivationalspeaker #adversity #disability #karate

What is kata?

Kata is an essential component to most traditional martial arts.  For those who don’t know, kata (also called forms) is a series of choreographed moves and stances that a practitioner does on their own.  It is a lot like a solo dance routine (except this one is generally a little more fierce and involves yelling).  Knowing you kata is also an essential step in getting your next belt and developing as a karate practitioner.